Paul & Max Benhor Hontor

Dear Ben.


Good morning Ben dear. I hope you’re well. I wish you well. But most of all, I wish you were here. I miss you a lot. I really do. It’s goddamn lonely without you. I need you evermore. Fuck.

But I know, I know you don’t miss me at all. Because if you do, you would’ve called me. It’s fine, just so you know that I miss you and that’s quite enough.

I’m writing this short Ben, I’m seeing that this week seems a bit busy as I’m working on a new website.

I just want you to know that I love you every second of the day. And know that since the day you left me, my love remains and grows stronger each day, I love you even more. My heart does. But of course, there are times I feel wretched so all the fucks and shits and shits and fucks are uttered.

I really want to go there at Sacred Heart Cathedral Parish Kota Kinabalu to send you some flowers… and just place the whole floral bouquet at the rectory main door. But shit, now it isn’t the right time. But I will. And I look forward to our beautiful sunset.

Ben, please take care a good care of yourself. I love you. I love you evermore.

Flowers and cherries,

About Paul Maxben.

Sacred Heart Cathedral Parish, Kota Kinabalu.
Katedral Hati Kudus, Kota Kinabalu.
St. Paul Catholic Church Dontozidon, Penampang.
St. Peter Claver Catholic Church, Ranau.
St. John Catholic Church, Tuaran.
Our Lady Queen of Peace Catholic Church, Kobusak.
St. John The Baptist Catholic Church, Kopungit.
Katolik Sabah.
Sabah Catholic.
Catholic priest, Reverend Fr. Maxmilliano (Max) Benhor Hontor.